You've got to make a decision
Leave tonight, or live and die this way.
~ Tracy Chapman; Fast Car
How's your Sunday going?
It's been a pretty eventful weekend over here. Friday morning, my sister left for college. It's really exciting to see her leave, but also very scary. We weren't the closest of sisters, but now that she's gone there really feels like there's something missing. I feel like all the people I care about are being switched out for new ones, and I'm not sure what I think about that. The people around you are like your support system you know? When they're gone it feels like the whole world is crumbling.
Luckily, I still have Sarah. Friday night we finally got a chance to catch up on the world together. It feels like a long time since I've seen her, because whenever I do so much has changed. Haha I sound like such an old fogy, but I still remember crystal clear how it was when we were all happy.
Lately I just feel like I need to get in a fast car and keep driving until I find what I'm looking for. Keep going far away, because that's where the things I lost went. Or maybe I just want to get far away from everything that's happening now, it's hard to tell. Either way, each time I get behind the wheel I feel like leaving.
Yesterday afternoon, I picked up my uncle from the Airporter station. He's visiting from Hong Kong on business affairs, or some jimmerjabber like that. The freeway was crazy busy, I almost got rammed by some impatient SUV. Freakin' rednecks, think they own the road or something just because their cars are unnatural colors.
I"m up this early blogging because I'm *supposed* to be getting ready to go out to the city. My Fadre and I planed a day of sightseeing for my uncle, and towards midafternoon we're heading up to Fremont to meet a friend of mine.Well, he's kinda a friend.. I think there may be a few screws loose up there, but he seems like a nice enough person. *shrugs*
What I'm Wearing:
cami~ Cotton On
skirt~ Forever 21
necklace~ American Eagle
It was nice talking to you today :3
currently listening to:fast car ~boyce avenue